Choosing love over money

I had a conversation with one of my buddies today and it was about love or money. Which one would you choose if it came down to it. If you had to choose to find and be with the one you love would you be with him even though that means you will be living in a poor house with no family or friends? Let's say this guy lives in no man land where you would have to live if you choose to be with him...would you do it? You can contact any of your family or friends because it's to far away. Or would you choose someone who had lots of money and loves you?

It is not hard to choose if you choose from your heart. But should we make decision based only within our hearts? Or should we consult our brain as well? What would our brain tell us and why would it be different? I would like to believe that it is easy to answer but it is not. What I mean is that my final answer would to choose the one that loves me who has no money and would be away from my comfort zone. To be away from all that I know and love...but it would be a very hard decision to make. It would matter about the money part but the moving away from all that I know and love is the hardest part. I hate moving and especially moving to somewhere new is very stressful. For me, personally I see my folks and family at least four times a week so it would be extreemly hard for me to not be able to see them. The hardest decision of my life. Thank goodness I don't have to do that.

For now I am content living in my home with my loving family close to my folks and siblings. I love being in my comfort zone and being able to reach out and touch someone hehe. I love the fact that my friends are here in town and that we can call each other when we need to talk. We as human beings are social beings we need each other in order to live a happy and fulfill life, if you ask me that is. My two cent is that if to choose I would choose to be with the one I love.

Tired as heck

Gosh, I been working or typing away on the computer almost all day on different sites trying to make a few bucks. It's hard work and only making pennies and I am not kidding. Is it going to get better, YES I know it will. That is how life is it is hard in the beginning but once you get the system figured out then it's easy street. How do you think the rich stay rich. They found a system that works for them and they continue doing it. Don't get me wrong I am not saying that I will get rich from all these sites but I sure know that I will find a way and God will provide me a way to make a living without having to leave the house.

I am so tired though. From working, cooking, cleaning, and playing with the kids my day is shot. No time left for me to breath sometimes. But I know in my heart the harder I work the easier it is going to get. My kids and family loves me and I get to stay home and take care of them. I wouldn't trade it for the world. Today Bree Bree actually climbed from the floor to the mattress then to the top bed. She is mighty strong and gosh she never gets tired it seems. But for me I am and even at times it seems as though PBJ can't even keep up with Bree Bree.

Well, that's about today and oh yeah I finally put up all the lights and trimmings on the Christmas tree too.